Saturday evening with love

He came over on a saturday evening.
The first thing i did was to hug him.
I wanted to cry. But i didnt.
Skip the rest, I rested my head on his shoulder.
I said that I m disappointed in myself. Mom told me this and that, but i m doing it...
N suddenly i hugged him and cried. And he was like why r u crying? Why are u taking it so difficultly?
Apparently I was freaked out over some ghostly experience in my house.
And that having no mom scared the shit out of me. And he consoled me.
Told me to switch on morning paath and rehraas sahib in the evening.
Leave the light on during the night.
Stuff like that. I listened and I did.
It really reassured me.
I felt good.
And he cooked for me...He made pasta so professionally...Wow...
delicious Rum arrabiata pasta...yummy...
I ate like no one's biz...OMG! so fillin!
Yum Yum!
Thank u, B

What'z food without chilli,
What'z drink without alcohol,
What'z love without romance,
What'z life without hami

Awww...
*melts*

I love him alot...
He took care of me when i was super drunk in JB with him.
made me sleep...
tucked me into bed.
N kissed me good morning...
brought me down for makan all
den, let me sleep...
haha, forced me to shower wif him
n then shower all...
haha
shiok aa...
Then we went to his cousins place for darufied...
wah lau, my all hallows eves was darufied sia...
anyways, we got abit too intimate ar
so i m abit scared aa...
anyways, everything's gonna be ok...
relax...
haha
n wen i told him, he say its ok...if it happens it happens.
then he sent me the above sms.

:)

Haha,
today, i said i love u.
n he said no.
i said i love u again.
he said no.
then i said if u say no, why r ur hands around me?
take them off...
i got off him...
I went to sit on my own.
Then i say if u dont love me, why r u here? go away la...
then he said tis what u want me to say. i love u?
Me: not sincere.
Him: then what? u want me to go on my knees, n say i love u?
Me: Oh...good plan.
Him: eh not easy to make me kneel, ok? n i m not proposin oso ok!
Me: Okk, then nevermind. Not forcing u to do it, since u dont love me.
We were just talking...n he was playing wif my hand.
And then he said, 'my side no body. ur side'
i shook my head. Normally if we ask ur side n my side, got people/ that means time to super romance...haha, kissing and huggin...haha. this time it was different.
He went down on his knees and said, i love u.n stretched his arms.
My eyes widdened!!! Wat the hell...baby, i was just kidding wif u. OMG.
And he said, 'oi, that one not sincere leh...why u so happy?"
'cas u did when i wanted u to do...awww...i love u so much...u r so random!!!! Awww...
i hugged him...
aww....but its not sincere...
n he is no longer talking bout the future. cas his uncle gave him tis talk about future and all that.
I kinda miss that!
Dammit...
HOw irritating...so used to it...and now he is not talking about it.
haiz...
Love u loads...Rav...

celebrates

We celebrated our first month together.
I was @ his place.
Aww, he is super super sweet...
he hugged, cuddled, kissed, did all wild things (not that kinda)...
n just slept.
I loved when i was using his laptop, he crept up from behind n kissed me...
When i was leaving the room, he pulled me towards him n kissed me.
my my my...wad a romantic rollercoaster ride.
We slept...on the same bed. but we didnt do anything.
When i was sleeping, hehe, i was snoring...he snored too..
but he didnt realise. i dont want to tell him.
Out of a sudden he kissed me on my lips...
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....*melts*
i liked that...its so hot!
romantic.

And now he is sick...he doesnt allow me to kiss him...no matter how much i want to...

he will place his lips near mine, n then back off...

irritating right?

he keeps on saying that baby i care for u...i dont want u to get sick...

haiz...i want to get sick...

but i know i wont get sick...haiz..

plans

Is planning into the future something good or something that would cost our hearts to break?
He is plannig honey moons, wedding sia...
wad the...
i know..
its liek just fricking 3 wks...
but i m happy oso la....but scary tho'
And i m happy. ....weeee....
ppl planning sia...
haha, he is like so into me...
but what happens if it all ends...

Him

i have never seena guy so in love wif me.
He makes feel so special.
Is so serious...caring...
irritating at times.
But he captures my heart.
I just like it when he sniffs me.
Hehe, weirdf yea...i know.
Wen we talk, we erally talk..
He plans so many things.
he knws me like i know myself.
hehe...i m not saying those 3words, cas if i say it, i'm afriad that he might jsut walk away from
my life.
I don't want to come across as needy. I want everything to be the way it is.
Hmm, apparently mom likes him...firstly cas he is singaporean.
Secondly he knows alot about stuff.
and thirdly older than me.
He even was planning to get me a gift for our one month anniversary.
a ring...
haha, wad do i get him?
i asked...n he say nothing, ur love is everything to me.
he always say tis,'u love me so much.. but u dun want to say it. and i can feel the love.'
haiz, anyways, he got a job. hehe...
we are planning to save money $100/mth...so that we can plan on a vacation.
We have met 3 days in a row. n today he is startin work, aww...wont meet him.
plan on meeting every wk...so at least i wun get so attached.
He seems to be the all perfect guy.
Every day he asks me,'got eat centrum anot?' its like a vitamin
blody hell made me addcited to it.
at first he gave me a few pills now he plans on giving me a boittle...heee
he plans on soo much...that i m afraid that one of us woul get hurt.
*sighs*

Ra

finally we had the one hot, sweet sexy kiss...
aww...
so sexy just to sit thr...
talk, n talk n talk...
basically we talked more than we kissed...
haha...
it was fun just to talk...
haha...it was really hot...
n wen we got close...
omg...
i felt really nice...
n we were talkin about how he waited for one
girl for 6 yrs..
n then she didnt even bother about his feelings all..
he is just plain hot....sexy...n irritating..
haha